Ulterrior Aberration

All statisfaction is gone. The little things that used to bring you joy are now worthless. Even the simplest tasks become pain full. Thats why you lack motivation. Now why would you keep on trying if nothing make you happy anyway. All of this makes you feel even worse and your get caught up in a vicious circle. Suddenly you find yourself living in slow motion. Days become indistinguishable. Just white noise, just heaviness, filling your mind and spilling over your body. You feel as though you will never be happy again.